no more.

My heart is bursting at the seams with the love that I want to give. I had bundled it up inside me for so long ready to give it to someone. To you. I had it ready to present it but instead I smothered it back down away from anyone to see. So now it oozes from my cracks because there is no place to direct it. 

I am tired of always falling back into my head where thoughts that aren't real stay. Nostalgia is my bitter friend. The parts just out of reach the memories of what was or my childish thoughts of things that could be and what was lost along the way. Where the affectionate sentiments and the dizzy fallings seem to drown me. No more.