The motions

Have you ever had it where you become so involved and loved and wanted something so much that it consumes your life? You think about it all the time and nothing else, it clouds your mind and thinking about anything else seems impossible. You think about ways to make it better or to change it and even if that's not the case it still never leaves your mind. And the more that time passes the more you become enveloped in it, you can't seem to imagine what your life was before or what your life would be without it. You become dependent on it for some sick reason and it becomes this burden that is debilitating in a sense, it weighs you down and soon starts to become a huge undertaking. You then wake up one day and that veil has been lifted, the haze that once engulfed your mind is gone and you soon realize that you forgot the reason you wanted that thing in the first place. You became so focused on that one thing that it became a habit and anything else seemed scary or foreign when in all actuality that thing could of been holding you back in the first place. With that I would just like to say I think my veil is slowly being lifted.