thoughts

I have had this weird feeling lately, I have questioned my identity in so many ways. I feel like Jean ValJean minus the beard. But in all seriousness I have thought to myself "Who am I?" I am not sure where my life is really going and what I'm supposed to be. I'm scared and anxious and happy and wanting to burst into tears all at the same time. I don't know what to do with myself.  I just feel kind of alone and like I don't belong anywhere. I am yearning  for the happy I used to have. It's rather pathetic, I have an unhealthy fixation with nostalgia; it is almost like a drug to me.I don't know blog, I'm sorry to complain I just, I miss my life.