Lovely

Love is always Lovely in the End.

Things like this are so beautiful to me. When I see old people together my heart melts

I mean these peoples' feelings for each other have stood the ultimate test, time. Blog,

this may be odd to post for the free world to see but, I don't see anything like that

ever happening to me. All I do is think people are cute and want to hold their  hands.

Pathetic. I mean I have some desire for love but not like others. I see people around

me who yearn for it. It's their sick addiction that takes the place of meth or vicodin, ha

whatever people need to get their kicks. People treat love like oxygen like it is an

essential need. I agree to that but to only some extent. You must love yourself first

because only you can make you happy. You are in indispensable force in your own

life, you cannot take the love of someone else until you learn that, only then in my

opinion can you recognize the full worth of it. Goodness me, this must be an awful

 rant, I must sound like some dried up bitter person. I apologize. I do love love,

I just wish I loved myself enough to have it. ha that is all.