goodbye childhood.

Have you ever had pit in stomach so large you think it might crawl up your throat and pop out and then hold you hostage in an old abandon sweat shop for money or a giant smoothie? yeah, me too. Growing up is scary, flat out terrifying, and just looking at my age makes me sick, I'm not ready for this even if it is just a number, it's like the number. I can now, call and order a chia pet or snuggie for only two payments of 19.95+S&H, I can pick a black man to be president, I can check myself out of school, . . . . I can be an adult and take care of myself and be a grown up and be on my own, alone. woooo.